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Before Tonight Is Over
04:52
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FRAILING IN THE RISING SUN // THE BIRDS SCREAMING AGAIN // BEFORE TONIGHT IS OVER // THE ROT TURNS VISIBLE // HIGH FADES ONCE AGAIN - FOLLOWED BY MINDS WITHOUT PEACE // THE FEAR COMES ONCE AGAIN. // // WE HEARD NOTHING IN REGARDS TO SMOKE // THE CALM IT NEVER RESTS // PAINFUL TO EMBRACE HORRORS BEYOND MY COMPREHENSION // IN THIS STATE // // UNLOADING VOLUMES TO ANYONE WHO WILL LISTEN // HEADS IN SHAME // EMPTY WORDS FROM MINDS TOO ADRIFT. // // I HAVEN'T WANTED TO DO THIS IN FOREVER // I FEEL THAT I CANT GO ON MUCH LONGER // BUT IN A DECAYING RUIN OF HOME // WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO DO?
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The Last Hedonist Wept
05:07
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OUT OF THE SELF-INFLECTED SLUMS // CAUGHT BY THE TERROR OF MY OWN REFLECTION // INDULGING TO ASCEND THIS DEAD LANDSCAPE // SURRENDERING TO MY WEAKENED WILL. // // EVERY NIGHT WE POISONED OURSELVES TO REACH A NEW HEIGHT WHICH HAD NO HANDLE // THE HIGH ALWAYS JUSTIFED THE SETBACKS // WE BOTH SAY NOTHING IS BETTER THAN THIS. // HOW CAN IT GET MUCH BETTER THAN THIS? // MY BODY IS A TEMPLE OF SHIT // ABUSE IT TILL IT BECOMES NUMB (BUT NOT WITHOUT ETHEREAL PLEASURE - GIVING ME A SENSE OF WORTH) // THIS TOMB RAVAGED BY DISEASE AND THE CONSEQUENCES OF NEGLECT // THIS CYCLE WILL REMOVE THE VEIL OF STRENGTH // ...AND THE HORRORS WILL BEING AGAIN.
YOU CAME TO ME IN THE NIGHT // SWORE ALL WOULD BE PUT TO RIGHT.
AND I FELT YOUR TOUCH // BUT IT WASN'T ENOUGH.
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Phantom Chapter
04:06
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THIS PAST YEAR YEAR SHROUDED IN DARKNESS // HAIRS GREW FROM THE DUNES // PROGRESSING THROUGH QUICKSAND // EACH RETURN DAMPENED BY INDECISION.
BETWEEN WANTS AND HOW IT GOES // REMINDERS LESS CONVINCING // SHE RESIDES IN THE PAST ALONG WITH EVERY OHTHER DREAM. // // TEN SHOTS AND WE'RE DOWN // INHALING SCRAP IF IT'S ABOUT // INTERNAL ORGANS RUSTING // ROTTING // EXHAUSTED ENDS.
PARANOIA CREEPING IN AT THE HIGHLIGHTS OF MY LIFE // DREAD PROTECTING ME BUT I WISH IT'D TURN THE OTHER CHEEK // WHAT DO THEY THINK OF ME? (DO I CARE WHAT THEY THINK OF ME) // WHAT DO I THINK OF THEM? (IT DOESN'T MATTER AT ALL TO THEM) // THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT EVERY LIVING ACTION // ONLY A FRONT I'M FAMILIAR WITH MYSELF // I SEE IT, I STARE IT DOWN, BECAUSE IF I DON'T, THEY WILL.
I SWEAR THIS IS THE LAST TIME. // ...BUT THE CALLING WILL COME AGAIN.
WITH THE CRUEL PASSAGE OF TIME // MY BODY ROTS ON THE OUTSIDE.
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Silent Era Martyr
06:14
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SILENT BLESSING // STAY CAPTIVATING ...AND PROGRESS WITH VIVID THOUGHT.
NO WORDS TO SPEAK, AND NO PHRASES TO RECALL // A LEGACY HAS BEEN FORGOTTEN.
LOST TO VINEGAR SYNDROME // A MARTYR FOR THE CAUSE // ARTS DISSOLVED IN TIME.
...YOUR EXPRESSIONS WILL TRANSCEND THE CELLULOID.
TO PLAY INTO THE ROLE YOU WERE BORN // CRIES ARE LOST TO THE SKY // YOUR IMAGE FORMED OF TRUTH AND THE LIE THAT'S IN FRONT OF US ALL. // IN THE EYE OF THOSE WHO LOOK BEYOND // THE CONTEMPT TO WHICH HOLDS YOU IN CHAINS // SHAPING YOUR LIFE // BEFORE YOU WERE HERE. // AND AFTER WE'RE GONE...WEAKER BUT STILL STRONG.
I CAN'T DO THIS ON MY OWN // ...BUT THOSE AROUND ARE SO INDIFFERENT.
IF I REVERT TO WHAT'S EXPECTED OF ME - THEN I AM LIVING FREE. // THEY'LL STILL SUFFER.
THEN I'LL JOIN IN THE SEA OF BODIES, TO THE SHORES OF THEIR OWN OPPRESSION.
MARTYRS OF THE CAUSE WILL HAVE DIED FOR MY RIGHT // ...AND I'VE DONE NOTHING.
AS THE YEARS PASSED // THE RETROSPECTIVE STARS // THE WAY YOU WERE TREATED IN THE CAMERA EYE // CAUGHT ON THE NECKLINE // YOUR ENDLESS SIGHS // HOW YOU DIED FOR MY RIGHT TO LIVE // MY RIGHT TO BE.
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Sappho
07:10
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Beguiled
03:05
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I'M TRYING NOT TO THINK TOO MUCH OF THE PAST // YOU DON'T HAVE TO REMIND ME OF WHEN I WAS SO CRINGE OR REALLY SORE. // I DON'T TEND TO LOOK SO FAR BACK // I START TO FANTASISE, AND THINK OF ALL OF WHICH I LACK, AND ALL WHICH I'LL NEVER GET BACK.
THE SEASONS COME WITH VIVID RETELLINGS OF THINGS THAT WEREN'T QUITE AS THEY WERE // I WASN'T SO MUCH BETTER OFF THEN // ...BUT THAT'S THE LIE I'LL LIVE FOR.
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It's Not for Everyone
08:08
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MY SKIN TURNS TO A CERTAIN KIND OF COLD // BURNING - THRASHING - LOSING ALL CONTROL // I CAN'T BREAK THROUGH MY OWN - CAN'T BELIEVE MY MIND WHEN I'M ON IT .
THIS IS HOW I WILL GO DOWN IF I DON'T SORT IT OUT // EVERYONE HERE GOES DOWN UNTIL THEY COLLAPSE .
CHANGES HIT LIKE LIGHTNING // YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND AND LOVER // I MISS YOU IN THIS MOMENT // BUT NOT AS OPEN WHEN I'M SOBER .
ABOVE THE SPIRE // COMFORT IN MY CLOSED MUSCLES // DESCEND INTO THE SLUMBER NEVER TO WAKE UP .
MY NEURONS FIRED // WORDS ARE WITHOUT MERIT // YOU DANCE FREELY WITH YOUR INTACT SUFFERING .
I'M SO SICK OF BEING AFRAID.
I'M SO FULL OF THE FEAR.
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